11/16/2013

not gonna

I'm sorry.
I'm not gonna ask for a second chance,
I'm not gonna crawl and beg.
I'm not gonna pretend.
I'm not gonna change.

The cover is the same
The inside is new, fresh.

No gonna lie,
Not gonna cry,
Not gonna miss,
Or love or die.

Our time is ending,
Desire is dead.
There's nothing more or even less.

Not gonna be happy
If I will stay,
That's why I'm going.
Forget me, okay? .........

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11/07/2013

news...

I did it! I handed in my storytelling folder, presentation went well, finished my Prague script and now can chill. Well not as I planned cause of some family stuff here. Great grandma is not well, mum asked her to wait for her but we don't know how it's gonna be. All family gathered today to say goodbye and we couldnt be there. It's hard to lose someone without a chance to say goodby, thank you for being with us....

Going to Prague on Sunday, the same day Nana no.2 is coming for a week and I wont see her. It's all weird and I just dont know what to think.....

10/28/2013

Antibiotics- my friends

Hi,
I'm not well. On Saturday we went for Domi's birthday, it was great. Can't wait to spend mine with them next month. Unfortunately, I got a cold and yesterday felt like a crap. Spent whole night writing essay from multicamera, think it's a good one. I was waiting till the very last day just because I didn't understand the topic and was too proud to ask for an expalnation. Have to work on that- dont let the proud to hold you back cause it may affect your future, mmmhhmmm.

My Mum is sooo great she's taking care of me (just like when I was 6 years old). I guess we both have the same aim- I have to be healthy before going to Prague.
So I;m fighting with fever and a sore throat in my bed trying to read books.
Last 3 weeks were crazy. 3days of making 2 live shows per day, four days at work, 3days of making 2 live shows per day, 10 days at work. and here I am. Weak, depressed, ill and tired like after a year long boot camp in Africa or somewhere else where it's very hot.

at least I've got antibiotics, hope they'll help me cause I'm still not registered at GP... thank you Poles for opening Polish pharmacy in England.

gotta take a nap,
goodnight sweethearts.
Carol
xxxxx

10/24/2013

on my iPod...

I decided to introduce a new music theme (posted weekly) - on my iPod.
the music I'm listening now, the music that stole my heart, sounds I love and wanna share with you.





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enjoy the music, enjoy the evening ;)

LOve,
Carol xxxxxx