I'm gonna lose my mind

<p>It's soooo boring.... Sittin in college, watchin stupid film and have no chance for goin home earlier. <br>
Last week was crazy, almost like day in Alton towers. One big rollercoaster. I don't know how long I can take this.
I did it again today. Cut myself. Don't know why. Because I miss my guys very much, everything is fallin apart, I'm not perfect and everything is not like it should be.... I can't decide...
All I know and what I'm sure is that people who care about me, really care, not my fake friends, always will be with me. Even there's so many miles between us...